another rubbish

i though it would be different. sitting here alone in the middle of rush hour at plaza ambarukmo. waiting for the war to blow between my sister and her ex, with songs burning in my ears. in fact it's not different at all. it seems to be there's something wrong with me, even i don't know what it is. but, yea, i feel it in my throat.

bindo vs binggris
menurutku kadang-kadang lebih gampang mengutarakan sesuatu pake bahasa inggris daripada bindo. kalo pake bidno berasa agak-agak vulgar ato kasar banget. tapi kenapa berasa biasa aja kalo pake binggris? abnormal - -" padahal kalo kita liat bindo itu jauh lebih beragam ketimbang binggris. ini membuktikan kalo aku ngga bisa menggunakan bahasku sendiri dengan benar. aku terlalu sibuk buat belajar bahasa asing sampe bahasaku sendiri aku lupain - -"

hari yang crowded
ini hari minggu dan pagi-pagi aku udah harus sibuk memaki orang-orang di sunmor cuman buat nganterin bapak ke acara kongresnya - -" mbak ajeng udah sampe emosi mukanya jadi lucu banget sumpah hahaha jam 10 kita mesti perggi lagi gara-gara mbakku ada reuni gitu dan ternyata yang dateng cuman 5 orang(astaga). mana di amplas rame banget dan aku harus duduk sendirian kayak anak ilang di pojok food court sambil ngenet. what a pleasure - -"

batere laptop
kayaknya batereku ngedrop. baru dua jam aku pake buat ngenet sambil dengerin lagu udah tinggal 24%. parah banget. mana keadaan laptopku udah ngga jelas gini. mbaret-mbaret sana sini padahal masih baru. ngga baru jugak sih, tapi baru bulan januari aku belinya - -"

anak bm
kok tumben ya. kayaknya ini hari libur tapi amplas yang rame masyaoloo sepi anak bm. aku ngga ketemu satupun. tapi malah kemaren pas aku gamau ketemu malah ketemu banyak banget - -" ah, amplas gabisa diajak kompromi ah. payah.

terminator salvation
over all it's a great mocie and you must watch it! film ini membangunkanku dari tidur nyenyakku. sumpah keren banget :D agak-agak mirip sama transformer sih, tapi must watch bener daah.

transformer 2
aku jadi inget kalo waktu nonton angels and demons kemaren ada extra ini film. anjiis, keren banget :D robotnya gede-gede men hahahaha

really unimportant post but enjoy it guys :D
byeee

playlist

gejala itu finally here

aku males nulis. sebenernya aku pengen banget nulis terus. cuman gada ide lagi. kalopun ada, begitu mau ditulis malah bingung nulisnya gimana - -" mungkin itu kali ya yang bikin aku sering gonta-ganti blog(parah).

oiya some updates

lenka - trouble is a friend
first time, i though it's a weird song. tapi aku cobak ulang-ulang untuk berapa kali ternyata memang aneh - -" lagunya familier di kuping. mirip kayak lagu apa gitu aku lupa :D sejauh ini lagu lenka yang aku suka cuman the show. padahal anak-anak bilang lagunya bagus-bagus(kupikir lagunya aneh hehe). uh well, it just one person opinion, don't get to hysterical :D

david neil - red light
aku belom denger lagunya tapi masih dalam tahap pencarian. taylor swift lagi sukak lagu ini men(gapenting). so, anyone kalo ada yang punya, mintaaa dong :D

ratatat - kennedy
udah agak lama sih aku donlod lagu ini dan sukak banget :D ini soundtrack dari nick and norah's infinite playlist(udah nonton? bagus). intrumental sih tapi catchy banget dan enak banget buat didenger

stiff dylans - ultraviolet
lagu ini jugak udah lama aku donlod. agak beda sama aliranku yang dulu-dulu sih, tapi lumayan buat jingkrak-jingkrak. ini jugak soundtrack film. pernah denger angus, thong, and perfect snogging? yaak, ini lagu soundtracknya film itu haha. btw, soundtrack ini film bagus-bagus. ada the rumble skirt, the pigeon detective, lenka, scouting for girls, and so on yang bener-bener artis inggris aku gakenal. tapi lagunya bagus-bagus, eventhou kebanyakan emang cewek banget gitu. tapi bagus :D

oficina G3 - unconditional
aku sebenernya gatau band ini asalnya dari mana, tapi berhubung yang ngasih lagu ini ada di brazil, jadi kuasumsikan kalo band ini asal brazil. he said, "it's the english version"(kata-kata ini tambah bikin aku yakin kalo band ini dari brazil). lagu ini sumpah keren banget. mirip-mirip sama lifehouse sih, tapi gakalah keren.

vampire weekend - ottoman
lagu ini sebenernya udah lama banget aku donlod(walopun soundtrack nick and norah's infinite playlist jugak). cuman aku gapernah bosen sama nih lagu gatau kenapa. kena pelet kali yak? - -"

kayaknya postingan kali ini cuman membahas tentang playlist laguku deh, parah.

sebenernya aku berniat buat bikin postingan yang agak sensitif(bleeh) kali ini. cuman as i sadi aku gatau gimana nulisnya and it's actually not that important. so, later on aja deh :D

byee
p.s: as demi lovato said, this is real, this is me!

not important at all

well, this post is actually had been hanging on my draft list for about 2 or 3 days. but, just enjoy it guys :D

sushi sushi sushi
yeah, i just had the best night, makan sushi di sentana bistro always been a great expo :D setelah semaan yang melelahkan, akhirnya kita sekeluarga makan sushi hahaha we ordered salmon mayo, salmon skin, tempura maki, etc. my favorite :D

her school thing and his new BB
right, sekarang semua orang pada jadi setan - -" mereka tau banget aku pingin dua hal besar itu, new mobile(T-mobile sidekick) and going abroad. dan sekarang kedua orang terdekatku dapet apa yang aku mau, bukan aku - -" i really really envy you guys for having those thing that i always want. congrats sis for the going-to-china-for-school thing, good luck cos i really want the same thing - -" i'm happy for you bro, for your new BB. i actually don't like about the whole BB idea, i just envy him because he's got a new mobile. kalo dia sampe beli T-mobile sidekick, aku bakal bener-bener bunuh diri! i want that T-mobile so bad!!!!!!

T-mobile sidekick
ahhh, i want this mobile so bad!!! cuman sayang banget di indonesia gada t-mobile center. bikin gprsnya gabisa. shut! cepetan dong nyampe sini. pengen beliii :D aku include fotonya deeh



kereeeeeen. ini kayak PDA tapi slide gitu. biasa dipake artis hollywood gitu deh :D jadii kereeeen banget :D

what to do?

stuck in mozart with a totally freaking task - -"

gara-gara aku bolos field trip sekarang aku harus ngerjain makalah di sekolah. tentang materi-materi field trip yang aku sama sekali gatau. this task seems so blur aku ga ngerti harus nulis apa di MS Word and ends up with blogging :D

my only regred
one thing that i regred about my whole week, i missed the BNI jazz. and my friend said it's a good show - -" ada balawan maylaffayza(eventhou i know nothing about this person. but her name sounds cool :D) and the worst thing is that kiko actually have giveaway 2 free VIP tickets. shut!

twitter(again)
as you know, i've been crazy about this thing. so, i have nothing to do and you know what, my updates just fly over the number of 22 hahahaha what a dumb-ass :D

shut!
i really don't know what to do or write now. i'm bored - -"

byeee

bottom line

capek pake bahasa asing udah pake bindo aja :D

twitter
well, aku udah beberapa hari ini mencoba untuk cracking what is going on twitter? and the worst thing i know that none of my friend have a twitter(lebay) so, it's been boring and my twitter just look really plain and KOSONG. but, overall it's a great place to write lil bit about your activities and blablablabla haha :D follow deeh http://twitter.com/ajgmonster i'll see you there!

restaurant city
kemaren kakak maksa aku buka facebook. cuman gara-gara dia nge-invite game ke aku dan belom kuapprove(males masuk applications dan kubiarkan ratusan notifications itu diam di sana hahahahaha). ternyata menyenangkan :D ak jadi suka buka facebook buat maenan ini :D sayang aku masih urutan 19 dan gapunya banyak duit. uh, well, someday hahahaha.

been bored with facebook
believe me, kalo bukan karena restaurant city aku bakalan officialy ga buka facebook selama 3 minggu. aku bosen facebookan. gada gunanya. aku bahkan bosen sama game-gamenya yang in fact bikin kompi tambah lola.

nyari film
minggu lalu aku udah mulai tertarik buat nyewa film-filom. banyak banget yang pingin aku tonton(dummy, once, monster vs alien ato alien vs monster gatau deh mana yang bener, etc.). apa daya, gabisa naek motor/mobil(which is mean i don't have any transportation), baru miskin semiskin-miskinnya(aku aja hari ini harus ngambil uang yang seharusnya gaboleh diambil buat membiayai makanku :D), don't have any ID card, gatau di mana tempat rentalan cd yg bagus, and finally my biggest problem, MALES. well, i guess this movie fever thing just another useless thing.

ngeremove friends dari facebook
ini mungkin salah satu kegiatanku selaen ngegame di facebook, ngeremove orang-orang yang aku gakenal dari daftar friends. aku males kebanyakkan temen. bikin susah nyari kalo butuh satu orang doang(get it? ak agak bingung haha). so, the thing is i will remove your facebook if i don't know you :D

semoga oh semoga
kakakku baru dapet BB harga super duper miring dan dia bingung apa dia harus ngejual hapenya yang sekarang(w960) atau ngga. nah, ya oloo, berbaik hatilah pada hambamu ini :D semoga kakakku bakal ngasih hape itu ke aku dan aku bisa jual hapeku yang sekarang(dua-duanya trus ntar ganti dopot yang kayak diluar negeri. asik kali yak? hahahaha). amin amin amin. wish me luck guys :D

oya, one thing aku lupa

bolos field trip
seharusnya hari ini sampe besok aku nginep di hutan kulonprogo buat ngikutin acara sekolah, field trip gajelas. ada raftingnya jadi seru(at least that's what they all said). tapi gara-gara semaan dan pada dasar kemalasan merajalela akhirnya aku gaikut :D tapi enak lho. aku bisa malesmalesan seharian di rumah hehehehe

it's been the greatest and the worst weekend of my life.

why?

greatest : aku bolos field trip yang harus nginep di tempat antah berantah somewhere in kulonprogo, berhasil ngebur buat nonton angels and demons, berhasil ngabur buat sarapan pagi mesra(hoekcuih) bersama vhe di kfc yang berbuntut kekenyangan luar binasa, pesta bakwan kawi + pempek di kamar mbak ajeng with besties(vhe and nora). isn't that great? hell yeah!

worst : aku harus ngikutin semaan dari kemaren yang berbuah aku harus pake krudung ke segala penjuru rumah(is not that bad sih. in fact taun ini better than the other :D

bottom line, this weekend is actually not bad at all, i think.

byee :D

my models

as i said, parent will always be parent.

even if i hate them so much. but, by saying i hate them. it mean that i love them very much. i won't live a life without them.

so this post is all about parent.

what is parent actually?

i typed "parent" and google it just about 2 minutes ago. this is what i've got(from our lovely wikipedia LMAO).

A mother is always the biological or social female parent of a child or offspring. The maternal bond describes the feelings the mother has for her (or another's) child. In the case of a mammal such as a human, the mothergestates her child (called first an embryo, then a fetus) in the uterus from conception or implantation until the fetus is sufficiently well-developed to be born. The mother then goes into labour and gives birth. Once the child is born, the mother produces milk to feed the child. In most situations, due to the fact that the mother was the one to carry the offspring, she is closer to the child. The mother is also usually the one to stay home and care for the child. However, if the mother is working and the father stays home to care for the child, the child would have more time to bond with the father regardless of the fact that the mother was the one pregnant with the child.

Like mothers, fathers may be categorised according to their biological, social or legal relationship with the child. Historically, the biological relationship paternity has been determinative of fatherhood. However, proof of paternity has been intrinsically problematic and so social rules often determined who would be regarded as a father e.g. the husband of the mother.

in simple english, they are a female and a male role models that have been hanging around our life like about forever. they're the one who raise us, tought us about everything, who love us the most and always put us before their self.

sometimes, parent can be so annoying, horible, or even sometimes i really want to kill them. but everytime i see those face and talk to them i really can't kill them, i love them :D and that horible thing they used to do it just their special way to show that they really care about me and i always treat them bad, i don't even apologize.

there are times when i think, how am i supose to do if they're gone? how do i take care of my self? who will be there when i need a shoulder to cry on? i just feel terible about everything.

the thing is that i really love my parent. i don't want to lose them, even know they're annoying sometimes. by posting this post it shows that i care about them and this is the prove!

parent and a birthday party

parent will always be parent

even when they're not home and left you alone with no food. they still think that you're they're responsibility. that's the fact that i hate so much!

last night, tedjo had a party. and i have to argue with my parent before i went there. for heaven sake, they're not even home! they trust me to take care of my self for a week with no one. and they can't trust me to go to a birthday party?

they're just being unfair. they let my brother and sister to go anywhere, anytime, but not me. it's not like i'm gonna be drunk or something. i'm 16! i'm old enough to choose that i'm going or not. but they don't think so.

so, tedjo birthday party

it was so much fun and the food is actually great :D
but the most important thing is that nusantara were there! we were having a lot of fun!

after the party, me, vhe, nora, aldi, and salis went to happy puppy. but i just sing s couple of songs and went back home cause it was very late.

what i actually have to say

i really don't know how to say this.

what you have done is actually touching. you've been hanging around my family since very long time ago. and i'm appreciating that you put my family name on the thank you list. well, i really though that you're actually one of my family. so, even know that i have nothing to do with what happened between you and my sister, i would like to say thank you for everything and i'm sorry if i made mistakes. good luck on your life :D

a random beginning to start a story, simply just because it is what i have to say.

a stupid bet and a really nice POKKA green tea

i had a really tough day.

tomorrow is the competition(finally) but i haven't done any research about the motion. so basically i really don't know what to say tomorrow. galih missed the last practice and i can't understand a word what fahmi said earlier. and i don't even know how do i get there(FE UII) tomorrow at 7.45. i hope that galih will pick me up. and about the ride home cause i don't have any money.

the thing is i'm reallly nervous.

but there are some things that i found it interesting.

a stupid bet with disa
me, vhe, and disa went to angkringan in front of our school and disa told me about the bet she had, the seller offered her to eat 10 of nasi kucing, 10 gorengan, and 1 es teh(isn't that crazy?). so, she asked me to join the bet and hell yeah i joined it. we we're like a total idiot and i ended up with 8 nasi kucing, 7 gorengan, and 4 es teh(i puked right after eat the whole thing). i was so full that i can't breath. but disa managed to eat 10 nasi kucing. but she puked before she done the last spoon(yea, she failed). but it's great thou(but i really think that i shouldn't eat any nasi kucing for about a month :D)

hang with vhe
after the bet, me and vhe went to circle-k and bought POKKA GREEN TEA :D after that we went to a DVD store and bought 3 DVDs. it's Bridewars, 17 again, and the curious case of benjamin buttons. so we watched it(actually i'm the one who watched it because vhe borrowed my computer to go online).

well, i have to do some research.
wish me luck!

things

new blog, again.
i really don't know why i always love to make a new blog - -"

so, here are some things that I've been doing lately :

click so many website that offer scholarship
few days ago me and Rina(one of my schoolmates) were talking about scholarship. fortunately, my school invited peoples who talked about how to school abroad yesterday, so there were a scholarship syndrome. everyone just like crazy about it, they talk about it every time. so i promise Rina to google about scholarships. now, I'm sick of it - -" I've been clicking a lot of websites about scholarship and voila! i found nothing.

download lots of mp3s
this idea came from a movie that i watched and i really love the soundtracks. so i paused the movie right on the credits and made a note of all the songs. the fact that surprised me is that in a 2 hours film there are about 20 soundtracks and when the sountrack cd has release it's only have like about 12 or 15 songs. so they cut it a lot. i found this song that i really love, id called kennedy by RATATAT. it's basicly intrumental but it's great.

have my sister room for my self for about a week
my grandny just came from Kalimantan and she obviously need a room. so my parent give my room to her and i have to move out, which is mean i have to sleepover in my sister room. luckily, she was in Jakarta and i have her room for my self :D

blogwalking
like always, i love to blogwalking. one night i found this blog that i like. but she always write about love and pain and suffer and now i'm being a bit too much - -" all i know is that the owner is younger than me but she thinks like a 20 years old desperate woman. that's just sad. but great writing thou. love it.

thirteen - addicted to my cherry
i've been listening to this song for about 30 minutes. it's a great song! just check their myspace out! hope you like it :D

debate thing
i'm going to join another debate competition. i got fahmi and galih to be my 1st and 2nd speaker. as usual i'm the 3th speaker, so that's great. i hope we can win this competition. wish me luck :D

that's all,
byee