breast cancer awareness, header, and holidaaaaaay

omigod, beneran deh penyakit males ngepost kumat parah bin ajaib men = =a saking malesnya ngeblog skarang postingan gada yang pake bahasa alien alias english gajelas haha and now i made a new header instead of writing, again.

talking about new header, check out mine, it's the breast cancer awareness edition. that's why i made it in pink, in case u'll ask me somehow :D sebenernya gua juga gatau sejak kapan ada breast awareness thingy or day, whatever, but since i use picnik for the editing(god, this laptop doesn't have adobe photoshop, SUCKS!) i found out about this awareness thing and decided to use it :D

so, guys, wake up and be aware, okyy?

uh yeaah, another info for you guys, i'm in jakarta now :D for like about 4 days, i guess. guess what? i'm gonna shop like a lunatic, HELL YEAH!! i've got a pair of cute sneakers already. it's macbeth an it's green :))

so happy :D

i'll be back on 2nd of october and can't wait for school. i miss my friends and miss the hang out thingy and cutting school thingy, which will never ever happen again cause i already made a promise that i'll be a good student this time :D wish me luck, okyy?

byee
enjoy your holiday :D

new header

look up and look down

ternyata emang bagusan header yg lama daripada ini. ngek nyesel ganti = =a

random

i found that my post been so short lately harhar akhir akhir ini mau nulis males banget ngek = =a

i havent sleep enough lately and hell it makes my kinda went wrong. bikin gabisa bedain siang sama malem garagara tidur siang bangun malem = =a, make me feel hungry 24/7 ngek.

i even forgot about the idul fitri post thingy hahahaha

mohon maaf lahir batin



happy eid!!!

monster and family :D

telat banget = =a

oyeaaa, how was ur holiday?
mine was the worst holiday ever. as i said, i havent sleep enough and it makes me feel lazy all the time and i end up with online-ing like forever harhar i really need a gateaway i guess :D

one more thing :D do you like my new emot? = =a harhar

faaaaaak

it's funny when i actually know that i can fool every single human being around me but not myself. i know my secrets, i know exactly how do i feel about things, i know my story. and it's get funnier when i found me wishing to be somebody else just because things are waiting to be solve right in front of me. felt like wanting to be stupid enough to not understand what happened.

life is just too tiring sometimes.

you belong with me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

tanya kenapa?

still wondering kok bannerku ga bisa muncul ya?

happy go round banner

god, i have nothing to do and someone told me to make a banner so here it goes harhar

nice huh? or else, stupid?

what daughters suppose to feel about their father

My Dad is an autis, but he could make me laugh and feel safe. He also give his very best for me, when every single daddy out there are just busy with their work, my dad is always here with me. I am happy with my dad, even people laugh at him, i still love him just like he love me

that's a dialog from i am sam(2001).

nice huh?

p.s: i moved the banner box. it's on the bottom of the blog now harhar

did i do the right thing?

there are times when the big question bumped me right in front of my nose just like now.

did i do the right thing?

i mean, there's too many in life that we have to choose, we made too many decision, and how do we know for sure that we made the right decision or not?

making an effect

jadi kemaren hari jumat ato sabtu ato kamis(totally forgot!!), icha sama vhe sempet maen ke rumah and yes we played firewooorks :D lalu setelah fireworks abis akhirnya kita isengiseng bakar bungkusnya dan voilaa~~! terciptalah fotofoto di atas

and just got the idea how to make an effect from these photo. kalo dicombine sama efect lainnya bisa menjadi seperti dibawah ini harhar



nice huh? :D

stupid

why am i suddenly losing my mind, get high, drunk, being mellow and stuff?

simply just because, yes, i'm in love(kinda embarrassing but wth hahah) :D i never been too this situation and got stuck with a boy hanging around my mind and hell yeah i can't even make him go.

seeing him everywhere i go, felt like wanting him to be around me 24/7. even know it will never happen. kinda hurt.

no, it's so damn hurt.

knowing that he's a one big jerk and the most disgusting creatures that ever live it's the dumbest thing i ever do.

yes, i'm stupid, i should have known that i should never fall for him. but everything i do seems not good enough for make me hate him.

all i ever know is that trying to make him even realize that i'm here it seems impossible to me. and i don't even want to stop trying.

stupid

never ever in my life i feel so dumb
and even write this such a junk = =

nah geez --> najis = =

gabisa nambah link di blogroll? najis = =

i'll fix this ASAP :D

passion pit rocks!

passion pit is one of my favorite musician and hope you like it guys :D

blog-rolling-on-the-floor-laughing

listening to millions different song, watching those amazing video, clicking on banners, reading stories from the whole world, looking at those beautiful photographs, knowing what people feel, do, listen to, watch, hear. feeling like anybody but me for a while.

blogwalking always been a pleasure for me.

SE aino, SE satio, Xperia™ X2 or a wishlist??

my wish is to get one of this phone :D

McD, i'm in love :D

falling in love is the greatest feeling in the world. especially when u're falling for something that will never disappoint you, like at all. yep, falling in love with a guy named McDonald is the craziest thing i ever felt. this last 3 days is the most poping days in my life. i never felt like this before, hey, it's never stupid to love food as much as i love my self rite? i mean we are what we ate anyway :D

so, McD. i don't know why but i really really want to go to McD lately. been missing triple cheeseburger even know i cannot afford it. and at last, i cheated on it with double cheeseburger. it may not feel the same but it satisfy my tummy anyway. i went to McD with 3 crazy girls, icha, bayu(yes, you're a girl man :D), nindy. we talked a lot and yep, laugh a lot. we were having the time of our life(i want to hang with u guys again, sooooooon!!).




god, McD, i'm so in love with youu hahah :D

my can't-really-say-lovely-geez blog

kinda surprise(not) when my friend actually tell me that my can't-really-say-lovely-geez blog were in google :D