delicious ambiguity

why does everybody trying so hard to say something, well say it sok puitis when they're actually facing something. i mean trying too hard to find the right word and publish it anywhere they like or even just say it out loud seems too much. and writing on their blog seems stupid(yes, i am stupid. at the moment XP)

having things going on right in front of my nose felt like an alien stole my brain and hell yeah i can't thing clearly. even i get dumb( oh geez i admit it = =). but hey, that's life we never know what ahead of us and just get crash when it actually come, delicious ambiguity(faak!) some said. but it's a crap = =

gimme back my brain, monkey!

gosh, i look like a lunatic eating ritz, like the whole ritz by myself and now i'm so full of cheese - -" i can feel it, just like there's a lump of cheese dancing around in my stomach gosh

u know what? sometimes i think why is there things that we can't control? just like sun. we can't control it right? and geez it so hot outside now. it feels like i want to fly to the sun with an axe and cut it right in the middle and eat half of it. so the world actually can be a colder place geez

and i wonder why do i love to say geez so much lately? i mean, i don't even understand what the heck is geez( it's an expression, i know. but what is that mean actually huh?) and when people asked me what's with the geez? one thing that i did it for sure is just smile - -"

ahhhhhh i think my brain is stolen by a monkey from aerospace. gosh i don't even know what the heck am i doing right now typing all of this sentense that actually nonsense and yet useless haha - -"




cc'mon gimme back my brain i need it to sleep = =

chongqing, china has eaten me alive

i'm home and never cross my mind that i'm gonna miss china especially chongqing this much - -"

list of things that i miss
1. mcchicken nugget 5 pieces everyday all the time
2. underground market tempat gue beli sendal sial - -"
3. pan jian's chicken leg
4. no.8 middle school's canteen
5. lab kompi where i broke my glasses
6. smelly toilets all over the city
7. 16th floor where all the magic happened
8. room 1810 kamar paling kayak tempat sampah sehotel
9. the elevator that wont close because we press the open button for like 20 minutes
10. disgusting stairs where i lost my breath
11. tempat duduk depan lobby on one night stand with nora
12. receptionist yg nyampe eneg ngeliat muka gue 5 kali nongol sehari buat minta kunci
13. that god damn it bus where i lost my cell
14. anakanak brunei, tarakan, jakarta
15. game center yg gaseru abis bzzt
16. bandara guangzhou tempat gue stuck 2 jam sama guru paling anjing
17. mbajeng and mbasarah yet rudi
18. restoran terkutuk yg bikin gue ngerelain gelang kesayangan gue buat si yuan bojone rina(rina, you owe me big time girl)
19. acara cuci baju and hair dryer it to dry hahahahaha
20. maen texas hold 'em that makes my finger real hurt( 480 sentilan in one night)
21. bahasa alien yang sumpah anjing banget bikin misuh di sembarang tempat
22. bayu's ipod and rudi's headset accompany me when i feel down
23. TD wear where i bought that cap i love so much
24. bakery every morning( love that banana biscuit so muuuuch)
25. walk to school every single day that i impossible do it here
26. luo and peng laoshi. especially peng laoshi with her "not really girl" thingy geez
27. sate kambing ala cina yg sumpah enak banget tapi gue gabisa makan
28. vhe's and rina's camera
29. CAVALERRI and CAVALIERS who fulfill my 2 weeks there
30. the zoo and that panda bag :D
30. ooooooooh, ROOM 1612 WHERE I DID IT ALL
31. shut i begin to cry and forgot things ~~

summer camp 2009 ROCKS!! oyeaaa~~h :D